Rough start

This morning started off rough. I think we all have ugly moments, especially with our children. You know those ugly moments when your children are acting up to the point that you start acting like a child yourself? Sometimes I think, "geez, if someone really saw how crazy things can get I would be so embarrassed." This morning Jackson and I were going round and round horrible. Oh my goodness. I would tell him to do something, he would scream, "NO!" at me, I would drag him to his room, two seconds later he would return. Round and round. It was getting ugly and I was yelling. Then I look up and my mom and nephew are standing in my kitchen looking at me. Ugly moment. I was a hot mess. Besides the fact I was having a horrible parenting moment I looked like a disaster. No shower, outfit still on from yesterday, messy hair. Oh, stop picturing it! It is too painful. My mom gave me some relief and I took a shower. I am happy to report that my day has been much better, but man, that was a rough start.